Oh my goodness! I'm so glad to speak to you again <3 I've missed you so much. I quit aj for like 3 months but just came back recently and I hope you visit again soon <3 I will certainly tell them if I see them! I really miss Lion daddy too, he hasn't been on in a while. Oh sorry to deliver some bad news, but Aqua passed away in real life.. I have one of the last messages on my message wall under a few others from him about his disease. If you wanna read it you can, it kinda upsets me to talk about it. Everyone was devestated :(((
Hi. It's Cloud. I miss you. I can't stop thinking about you. You're so nice, brilliant, an amazing friend, an amazing person, and so much more. You're not some toy that is forgotten, you're more than just a person, your amazing. Most people can't tell others how they feel, thinking they'll be hated. No, not thinking, fearing. Fearing they'll be criticized, judged, told that, nothing's really wrong? Or that you're being dramatic?
You're so strong, you didn't, no, you don't let anything stop you. You'll tell people the blood-honest truth. And even if they tell you your wrong, you're dramatic, you're just looking for attention. Your not. And you survived because, your not garbage, you are Ripple. You're amazing. I know I keep saying that, but it's so true, how can I not?
I know I'm not that good of a friend, I'm probably terrible, but you're so amazing.' You're not just, a friend. You're 'mybest friend. I love you. Don't let anyone stop you from being you. If someone tells you you're not perfect, just remember they aren't either. Be happy. Every moment you spend being sad, or angry, your not able to be yourself to others. And others need you. Including me, and cinder. I need you.
My loving, beautiful friend.
I love you.
I'm happy, so happy to have spent time with you. Remember, that I love you. I will always love you, forgive you, and cherish moments that I was lucky enough to spend with you. To be there with you. I hope you can forgive me, for being so, me. I hope I will get to see you again.
Blue. I'm sorry I haven't been able to get on. Turns out my sore throat is a bacteria, and I have to take pills twice a day, once in the morning and once at night. But lately, I've been forgetting to take my pills at night. And I've been feeling really bad, but I didn't come here to complain.
I came to let you know I'll try and get on between 2:30 - 4:00 tomorrow, but I might be late. I'll be using Flockmod instead of Animaljam because of lag, and such. So, the room is the one I've been suggesting for a while, EndlessOceans.
Should we have the spring cottage for spring and summer and Liza's Garden for winter and fall? If so, here are the goals.
Goals for you:
Buy Liza's Garden
Buy Spring Cottage
Choose Spring Cottage music
Choose Liza's Garden music
Goals for me:
80k money to spend
Getting on more
I earlobe you, lobster. Also, I really like pickles and pineapples
Going to guess that this Is my beloved Cindy?or my pickle pineapple cloud? Feel better with your throat, I know it must hurt and it must suck for taking pills. I've had a little trouble as well, having mental breakdowns, threats to end my life, screaming at my aunt a lot , tiredness, and consequences frequently 🙄 Anyway, I like the idea about the cottage and garden idea. It will really bring out the tribe. I will be on flock mod on 3:00 central pm -4:00 pm central. Room endlessoceans 🙂
omg okay so I was at the doctors and I was getting an ig and the nurse did it wrong so blood got everywhere and I passed out for like 6 hours and didn't go to school today and watched Netflix all day and feet like crap and was so tired. So anyway that's why I didn't get on after my appointment. I cannot get on tomorrow, but I can get on Saturday morning. Is 10:00 central am sharp ok?
1. I can get on friday-saturday around 3-5 but I might be a BIT busy but still be able to talk to you.
2. I play a game called Star Stable, I've played it for four years and it's REALLY fun it has quests, and horses and everything. You should play it. (They have the horse Spirit in the game and theirs an event to try and get him. I willl get him. HAH)
Hey cloud, I know your throats has been hurting and stuff and I feel really bad but we all should get on flock mod or an or either of those to catch up and discus what we still have to accomplish on our page. Does Tuesday at 3:00 pm central work? I will write a reminder to get on. If that doesn't work we can change it. -blue poo
Hi Blue. I feel like ever since we made up, we've been seperate. I let Cloud and Cinder take care of you, and I never bothered to say anything. Never bothered to stop by your page. I looked now, and I see how peaceful you it is. My father is having trouble right now, because his boss has been stealing from him and a few other workers for awhile. I don't know why I'm telling you this, really. I guess what I came here to say is I miss you. I never see your user pop up on my buddy list. Once, a long time ago, it was you, Rye, Cloud, Cinder, Rose and me. Rye and Rose quit Aj, and you were hit by the car. Then it was Wave and I. In roleplay, we loved eachother. Out of it, we were best friends. That all changed when she chose Finchclan over me. Now I'm in Crescentclan, alone. I have none of my former friends. I bent you a long time ago, when I left TC. You said you shattered, and nobody was there to pick up the pieces. It's kind of strange, but I feel like you're better off without me. Like I'm a mother sending my kid to college. I just feel like you've heard this from everyone but me.
To be honest, I don't remember the fight. I don't remember really anything up until the car crash. But it was probably stupid. I remember having a big fight and blowing up about you leaving or something ? But I don't really remember it at all. I remember blowing up at you and wave and wave begged me not to go. You said some really hurtful things, and not only did you say "she's not worth it wave" or something, but you didn't even try. And that hurt the most. You must feel like I walked into that car because of you, I didn't, but mostly because nobody understood at all. Even if they tried, they never ever did. Sometime they didn't try, or they were too lazy or busy to try. You leaving me was honestly a wake up call. It made me realize that cloud and cinder will always be there for me. We always got in fights and we always were mad at each other. There was a pile on my chest and a hole in my heart growing bigger by the day, by the events that happened each day. And when I hit that car, the last piece of my heart cracked and shattered. And then I was gone. Or at least i hoped I would be. To be honest, do you miss me? Or are you sick of being alone, that you had to use backhand tactics to not be alone. Alone is having nobody around you, but lonely is everyday. I miss you too, but why didn't you even ask around, or check my page, or look at my user even? Cinder and cloud asked everyday. They cared so much. The day I showed up on animal jam, they were on. I was so excited to see them and we started our own tribe. It's called the Tribe of endless Oceans. I will be on tomorrow at 2:45 central pm time. If you'd like to see me, come onto animal jam. Thanks, for checking up. 💙
What I mean is I feel like you're better off without me. That's why I never checked. I was also afraid I might find that something else had happened to you, or you wanted to do something to yourself, and I'd have to try to stop you. When we were close, we fought at least once a month. Cinder and Cloud are what you need. I'm not alone, Rip. I have new friends now, but they're nothing compaired to you. I'm torn between wanting to get back into your life, becoming a close friend, or watching Cinder and Cloud do what I never could have.